Raining

It's raining outside and it's perfect. I feel like rain right now. I'm sad, quiet, and want to be left alone and the rain suits me just fine. It's beautiful falling, like a renewal, hopefully it will wash away some of this sadness I'm feeling. My hubby and I should be arguing over who to tell first about our exciting news but instead we've shared the bad news already. This month has passed so quickly. I didn't even realize it had been thirty days. Guess I should have, the way I keep track of things. I'm surprised how sad I still am. I'm not mad anymore, I've accepted what happened. I'm fully ready to move on, everyone else has moved on. Life is funny, it just keeps happening whether you're ready or not. Deep breath. Forward motion. Try not to look back...